I know some people really like to be taken care of when they don’t feel well but honestly I would love it if my parents would stop bugging me and just let me be semi-miserable in peace.
I started taking a new medicine recently and I’ve found that if I take it in the morning it makes me groggy all day but when I take it at night it makes me wake up at 2 in the morning and I’m unable to sleep after that so I have no idea what to do
funny story: today I found out that my “boss” that stresses me out and scares me is not as much of a boss as I thought she was. The person who I thought was just a manager of another department is actually my manager’s manager and she is an actual human who realizes that we are also humans.
Also, literally everyone in every department that has ever encountered my boss dislikes her.
I have to work at 7am tomorrow with just my boss who terrifies me
and then I have to work at 6am on Monday (for two hours by myself until the next person comes in?)
and everyone that I work with that I’ve told this to has been like “wtf, that’s unnecessary, why did she even schedule you like that”
if someone could just offer me a cool job like in a month or two that would be cool cause I don’t think I can stay at this job for too long but I also can’t handle the stress of the job search again
my dream job is a desk job because I’m working at a grocery store right now and obviously I’m a weak wuss for this but I am so exhausted and my legs and feet hurt and I really don’t get to sit down except for my lunch break soooo give me a desk and a chair in the near future
I think my mom is suddenly starting to realize that she doesn’t actually know me, but of course she’ll just go back to thinking she does because our family doesn’t talk about anything.
now my mom is being over dramatic on social media because she took offense to me saying that I just didn’t want to live here for so long
she always says she understands that I’m very introverted but she really doesn’t actually understand that I need my own space to be able to be alone
except now I think I upset my mom because I told her I need the money to pay off my student loans and because I really don’t want to live with them for so long
she stormed into her room and shut the door which never happens
also it feels really good to tell my mom I can’t do something (even if it is because of work which I don’t love)
